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    January 31

    cold winter

    If you been keeping track of our weather down here, it has been unusually cold-BRRRR-down here lately.
    Coldest winter in the 22 yrs I've been down here and I like COOL weather. You have to remember that here
    in Florida, we have very wet and moist sea breezes constantly so the cold goes straight thru you. It feels
    like, when up north, when it is cold AND RAINY! But don't get me wrong, I'm really not complaining-too
    much-this is still better than sub zero weather! I experienced alot of that in Michigan! Guess I just need to vent today...just wait until this summer's brutal heat then I'll be complaining again!
    January 30

    Evil Forebodings

    This morning, upon awakening, I sensed a feeling of "impending doom" filling my room. The Lord said it was a spirit of "evil forebodings" and I allow it in my life at times. I have read about "evil forebodings" in one of Joyce Meyer's books. I immediately repented for allowing this evil spirit acess into my life then took authority over it, in Jesus' name, and cast it out-FOREVER!!!! Then my peace returned to me and I am filled with renewed hope! GOD IS SOOOO GOOD!!!!
    January 28

    God's love in manifestation

    WOW! I've had a Quite a weekend! Friday noontime, I ministered at the jail from 12-1:15, didn't get home until around 2, had to be to work at 4-what i thought was midnight but in actuality had to stay until
    7 a.m. So I slept a couple hours because I can not sleep good during the day and the rest of the day
    was a blur. Was really tired this morning also, thought about skipping church, since my church is 20
    minutes away but felt a real unction in my soirit to be there and I'm soooo glad I went! It was the
    refreshing I needed, God was just pouring His love out during worship. He actually started with me,
    listening to a worship cd, by Micah Stampley called "Fresh Wind-Part 2", in the car. I was crying by
    the time I got to church. Sat down w/o speaking to anyone, which is unusual for me since I'm the
    regular door greeter (gatekeeper), I was still feeling the Presence of the Holy Spirit and did not want
    to grieve Him. And then P&W started and He just RADIATED that love throughout the congregation,
    taking us to that deeper place in Him. It was really awesome, brought my pastor to tears also!
    Then Pastor gives the message on what?...Being led by your spirit, he used Acts 27 as a reference
    point, the chapter that talks about the shipwreck Paul had on his way to Rome aznd how He was led
    by his spirit in giving directions to the other sailors and prisoners. God is a good God and He meets us
    right where we are at and takes us higher and deeper in Him!!!! HALLELUJAH!!!!
    January 22

    a heavier anointing

    Friday night, we had a special intecessory prayer mtg scheduled. I took the day off work
    and prayed and fasted so I had already been seeking the Lord on the behalf of myself
    and my church according to His word-"Draw nigh unto Me and I shall draw nigh unto
    you." So, I went, my pastor had telephoned me earlier in the day to make sure I'd be
    there. 8 people showed up, I was disappointed for my pastor but wasn't going to let
    it stop me from praying in faith. The first hour we intercede on behalf of the president,
    his cabinet and senate, and the judges of the supreme court. The second hr we just
    simply sought the Lord and worshipped. Then pastor Steve and his wife went around
    the room laying hands on ea person and praying blessings over us. The anointing was
    so thick, you could feel it. Pastor said it felt like molasses! Pastor Steve is from Arkansas
    and so he has some quite "colorful expressions". But it did feel very thick and "syrupy",
    the deeper anointing the Lord said was coming!
    January 13

    Holy Ghost encounter

    Yesterday, after I taught my message on "The Beauty of Submission", out of Joyce
    Meyer's book "Woman to Woman", an inmate walked up to me afterwards and asked for
    prayer. She had just walked in and didn't hear the message, my partner was busy handing
    out the new bible studies. So, she (the inmate) said I need prayer, I just walked in". I asked
    her what kind of prayer? She had seemed agitated and she said "I just need prayer, I don't
    have that peace that surpasses understanding". Sometimes people just need the Presence
    of God and words aren't sufficient. So I laid my hands on her and began to pray for her peace
    when "something" welled up inside me, something painful and oppresive and I began to cry
    and the Lord told me to tell her, "And I saw and I will right this wrong". And we both felt 
    release! She said, "Look, I have goose bumps!" I said thats the Holy Spirit's! She then told
    me about having to move to another cell because of an "incident" and when she walked
    in she felt angry and offended but all that was released and now I even feel "giddy".
    I think the Lord took the extra measure of Joy I have and took her burden and replaced
    it! Christ is so awesome! 
    January 12

    Stepping thru that open door

    Yesterday, I taught a message about authority at the jail and today I will teach again in
    the north division of the jail also. My pastor had told me Sunday, "oh, they are really going to love you for that one". But you know what, after I was finished one of the women said, "we love you Rebecca!" So, it went extremely well and I sensed the women really recieved well as I was obediant to the Lord's direction. I was kind of nervous about this message but I was absolutely convinced it was a message the Lord had for these girls. And the timing, I do want to step deeper into my gifts and callings this year and I KNOW that teaching on restoration is what God has called me to! I'm sure He has more also as I step out more this year. I'm stepping thru those open doors, this opportunity arose to teachg this message and I sensed the Lord's hand on this one so I took it and it was great! Shalom!
    January 05

    2007-the year of the open door!

    Our choice-Jesus is the door! Do you want everything He has for you? I DO!!!
    Yad hands are hands outstretched to the heavens releasing everything we are holding onto
    so we can recieve back from God.
    Ephesians 3:20="Now to Him Who is able to do exceedingly, abundantly above all
    we ask or think, according to the power that works in us".
    I watched Kenneth Copeland's Believers' Voice Of Victory this morning and the challenge
    was to meditate on these three words=exceedingly, abundantly, and above!!!!
    "I'm gonna walk right thru that door!"
    January 04

    Vibrant Faith

    My friend, who is fighting over in Iraq right now, and who is a former prison guard, says
    that is how muslims recruit so many convicts-by the hope of something real, something
    you can live or die for! Shouldn't christianity show the world something real yet everlasting?
    I remember a couple months ago, a revelation came to me as I was preparing to go minister
    at the jail. I think it was the day I was so filled with a Spirit of joy and I thought, "wow, I just
    love worshipping God with these women because they KNOW brokenness". Afterwards, I told
    the girls about my revelation. That's the kind of faith I hope I express-"where the rubber hits
    the road" kind of faith-not just lip service to some distant being-a real living, breathing relationship
    with a real, living God!
    January 01

    Hope of new year

    With the old year behind us and alot of memories-good and bad-as Paul writes in Philppians,
    let's throw off all unnecessary weights of the past and press towards our future in Christ!
    We ALWAYS triumph in Christ Jesus and I think that is a good word to hope in! We ended
    the year with triump over one enemy so let's be excited to see what else Christ has in store
    for this year! One of the names for the Holy Spirit is the greek word PARACLETE-meaning
    literally to run alongside. So, like a Holy Ghost trainer, I'm running alongside ya'll to encourage
    ya'll and cheer you on! God bless ya'll and remember to keep your eyes on our heavenly
    prize. Best wishes for a prosperous new year to all my brethren in Christ!